Today was One Of Those days. I’m tired, slightly grumpy and decidedly worn out.
The weather here in my non-disclosed urban location has been fantastic for the past handful of days and I look forward to it continuing (I’m a warm weather kind of person). I don’t know for sure how much this has effected my students as much as ME – I want to be out side doing lazily enjoyable things like reading with my sunglasses on and drinking iced tea. What I don’t want to be doing is being asked so many questions at the same time!
Something I really hope I’m able to nip in the bud a little bit (I think some of it will always exist) is calling out/coming up to me/asking questions before I can even explain. I have a mentor who would say all kinds of
stupid wonderful things about this complaint, like “They are showing you they don’t know what to expect,” and I am sure she is right but today I just want to take a nap.
Tomorrow we place students for next year. I have no idea what to expect, except that it will be a highly animated conversation. I am getting this clue from all the side conversations and agreements people are trying to make with me. My class this year has a large special needs population and everyone wants share an opinion. One one hand, THANK GOODNESS because I want all the input I can get, but I am also weary about it all. I feel like I don’t really know the right decision, but I don’t want to be railroaded, so I need to decided what I truly think would be best and just trust that I’m right.
I am kind of excited to find out what students I might have in my class next year. I’ve even had a few parents request me (which likely says more about their feelings of the other open third grade option than me), which feels nice. I am guaranteed to have an “easier” class – if things stay as they seem I will have just one student with an emotional behavior disorder (instead of SIX! SIX! Inclusion!).
But for now all I really want is to sit down with a cold drink, even if my son is climbing all over me while I do it.